Life is really simple, but we insist on making it complicated

As usual, 24/7 with my dearest ahzý!

有时候，心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很累很累

With what I mean, how I say. It's hard to write what I can't feel. when all you want is mass appeal. what you want, it isn't real.

You should know most of it's fake. Smoke and mirrors, for money's sake. Start to think of when you'll stray. Loose it all be stuck this way. Between the lines, I'm not okay.

After town..

I drop by boon lay to look for my uncle cucumber.
Dinner with ahzý & co. next and then home.
I've long forgotten how I used to party all night in the past, how happening my life used to be and how I spend my days even when I'm jobless. Now my life style is totally different. But it's a good thing anyway, 24/7 with my dearest ahzý 是幸褔的.

Whatever it is, with ahzý around, I know I will survive well. 

"Don't depend on anyone, because even your shadow leaves you when you're in darkness" 

Don't waste your life fulfilling someone else's dreams or desires. Forget about impressing people. People buy things they don't need with money they don't have to impress people they don't know, it's a waste of time.....

好朋友 ，原谅我渐渐少去的问候

我们不能时时在身边 ，好像电话简讯也没有了
我们不能第一时间分享彼此的快乐与不快乐 ，好像变的冷漠沉默了
我们不能再一起去吃饭 ，一起说说笑笑 ，好像走出彼此的世界了

We no longer have a small contradiction
No longer laughing so brazenly
As if around a little something
But not so important

我们都有了新的生活新的环境 ，我们都在面对新的事 ，新的人陪在我们身边分享着我们的喜怒哀乐
有时候也会想起想起曾经的我们 ，有时候一个小物品就会勾起一大串一大串的回忆
关于你关于我们 ，甚至连那一句话都记得清楚
当时的笑当时的闹时间改变了什么 ，其实什么都没有
时间让我们从过去到现在冲淡的是回忆 ，带不走的也是回忆

感激遇到你，陪我走过那一段长长的路那时的我
幼稚不成熟那时的我，遇到一个又一个坎
是你们陪我成长，没有丢下我

Higher state of consciousness

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect – you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together. But if she can make you laugh, and admit to being human & making mistakes, hold onto her & give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break, a heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad."

I hate the way you talk to me, I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you're not around. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit.

A message from my heart it's too loud to stay apart

Take each day as it comes, live today for today, yesterday's problems are where they belong – in the past – you cannot change them, don't carry the burdens of yesterday.

When the sun fades out, I will stay awake

Much is said about having soul-mates, sister, brother, best friend, loved ones or just plain people in your lives, they each adds their own flavour and spice into your world. You can take what you need from them, discard what could be damaging to your life, and smile about the parts you adore but can't adopt. Learn from other's experiences, watch with a close eye where they may or may not go wrong in situations they are faced with. When they give you advice about things, you have the option to use or discard of it and they have the same privilege.

Walking through life without anyone could be quite a sad and lonely road. One where many mistakes will be made, where you will independently have to decide what's right and what's wrong, what's acceptable and what's not. So admittedly, having a hundred odd friends, loved ones in your midst's can be beneficial to your survival in today's environment. When you stumble and fall, they might be there to catch you..

At the same time, as much as they can be there for you, they can disappear too. In one go, everything you know can change, and it can all be gone. So if you find yourself the somewhat mislead individual, abandoned by those who used to call themselves friends, sister, brother, best friend, soul-mate.. Constantly remind yourself, don't depend on anyone, because even your shadow leaves you when you're in darkness.

Over time it came undone

As much as I would change all these things, I have learnt from them. Time is there to teach us, people help along, and you have to learn your lesson. Time is what we want most, but what we use worst. Look at the people around you, see how they fit in, what has happened with each one of them, what you have learnt and remind yourself that everything happens for a reason..

Everyday we faced with more and more issues, they may be for that day alone or build on the other thousands of issues we may have already. We may or may not deal with these issues, our choice. It may or may not be only our issue to deal with, there could be several people reliant on this issue getting resolved. Something that may seem insignificant to some could seem life shattering to someone else. Issues, problems, quarrels, sad moments.. But whatever it may be is not guaranteed to be there forever.

Be your sound

We'll build our fortress

To keep them out

And in a world gone silent

I'll be your sound

And if they try to hurt you

I'll tear them down