Monday, May 13, 2013

我曾经以为爱情应该诚实 但诚实却是最尖锐的刀子


Looking back at the beginning, when life was just me and you.. Yet I can't seems to find the words to say when everything I've ever thought gets swept away. Now looking ahead to all the plans that you made, those dreams that we had... Through all these sleepless nights without you, I still feel it. But across those miles away, I'm never getting used to it.. 

In every way I tried to stop my mind from coming up with the worst scenarios, I'm just hoping that these thoughts wouldn't translate in reality.

Your reaction makes me wanna stay quiet even when there's so much for me to say. But sometimes it's not worth saying anything at all 'cos words kill. Not physically, but mentally. That's when our mind starts to get affected by negative external influences, we began to hesitate and question our instincts. But rather than solving problems, we avoided it all.

Felt so helpless each time when I see the spiritless you back home every night and yet I can't seem to be of much help.. I run out of words that could explain all those feelings. The harder that I try, push away every truth and silence keep returning.

Till I've learned to listen through silence, also learned to expect the lowest out of the people I thought the highest of. 'Cos nothing hurts more than being disappointed by someone you never expect them to.

Shadows bleeding through the light, where the love once shined so bright. Bruised and battered by your words. dazed and shattered now it hurts. Haven't I always loved you?

我怀念的 是你很激动
求我原谅 抱
得我都痛


I LOVE YOU NOW, I LOVE YOU STILL.
ALWAYS HAVE AND ALWAYS WILL.

Friday, April 19, 2013

我的快乐 会回来的

Get it through my head there's more in life. Sometimes I'd rather not know. "Ignorance is bliss." And with that, I've never been happier....


Thursday, April 11, 2013

我不难过

"Something I saw, something I know did not belong to me. But then I thought there's no way you would do that to me. Then last week, when you went aside to use your phone, I felt a chill but told myself that it was from the cold. And I just woke up, but I wish that it was a nightmare. 'Cos when I have those, it isn't real like this one is"

因為你,我每天很晚入睡,只為了等你和你聊聊
因為你,我會時不時拿手機,看有沒有你的短信
因為你,我會莫名的生氣,莫名的無理取鬧
因為你,我變得很糾結,變得不知如何是好

Saturday, March 30, 2013

生日快乐


I love you, you love me, we are happy family! With a great big hug and a kiss from me to you, won't you say you love me too! Happy birthday baby ❤

Thursday, March 7, 2013

Estée ho!


A baby will make love stronger, days shorter, nights longer, bankroll smaller, home happier, clothes shabbier, the past forgotten, and the future worth living for. Welcome our baby girl! ❤