I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel. I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real.
The needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting. Try to kill it all away, but I remember everything. What have I become, my sweetest friend. Everyone I know, goes away in the end. Beneath the stains of time, the feelings disappear. You are someone else, I am still right here. If I could start again, a million miles away. I will keep myself, I would find a way.